the Cream sTuff

In the back of my head I’m hoping that my Tumblr posts work like Xu Beihong’s propaganda paintings for you.

I miss our bednics on my bed while watching American Dad.

Remember you’re a Taft, and Tafts never give up.

I’ve come to associate you 2 with one another now. just hearing that from a friend today really got to me. damn that hurt.

FYI, my car is always more than half full, for you know..just in case something happens

Again its that numb feeling I have again, I don’t know how to feel about this. I haven’t seen her for so long. But she knows I loved her right, I just hope she knew. But i just want to thank her for all shes done for me as a child growing up even though she couldn’t be there as much, but those small cards sent in the mail meant a lot but I never wrote back, and I regret that, its the least i could of done for you as a grandson. I just want you to know you are great grandma who had alot to give and I love you.

may you rest in peace 1922 - 5/25/12

Your hands I held, your lips I kissed, your heart I never touched.

My dream last night,

You came to me on an overcast sunny day, hair straight and plain. You said you were sorry, this is all I heard. I knew what you wanted but In my head I thought this is too good to be true. As i woke, it was too good.

fuck my dreams

We think too much and feel too little.

Just because there are no more pictures of you, doesn’t mean I’m not still here for you.

Looking at pictures of you gives me a sad and weird feeling, I think to myself, I use to kiss those lips.

My love for E3 never died, but I would never go back, It just wouldn’t be the same.